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Name: Brandon
Country: United States
State: Michigan
Metro: Gaylord
Birthday: 5/15/1987
Gender: Male
Interests: ANIME, Gaming, Making stuff out of stuff, Industrial Musik, plotting world domination, Stabbing, Photography, Stalking, Industrial / EBM Music: Funker Vogt, VNV Nation, :Wumpscut:, Schwein, Nitzer Ebb, Neuropa, Combichrist, Front 242, Suicide Commando, The Fair Sex, Tom Waits, Assemblage 23, Combichrist, Nick Cave and The Bad Seeds, Einsturzende Neubauten, KMFDM, PiG, Ministry, Mindless Self Indulgance, Malice Mizer, Melotron, Icon of Coil, Die Krupps, Covenant, Apoptygma Berzerk, Echo Image, Foetus, Kraftwerk, Leaether Strip, Massive Iron Gate, Dir En Grey, OhGr, Atari Teenage Riot, Progect Pitchfork, Gackt, Skinny Puppy, Snog, Theatre of Tragedy, Throbbing Gristle, Wolfsheim, Fairlight Children, Pride and Fall, Namnambulu, Laibach, Droom, Rotersand, Mind.In.A.Box, Dismantled, The Faint, Clan of Xymox, Seabound, Absurd Minds, Diorama, Colony 5, Brudershaft, Terminal Choice,
Expertise: Hmmm.... I think my coat is pretty cool... and my boots... Umm, I shoot people in the face for a living? Well, I shoot Artillery actually...
Occupation: Military
Industry: Government
Message: message meEmail: email me
Website: visit my website
MSN: firestarter500@hotmail.com
Member Since:
1/10/2004
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Hello there Kiddos! So what did You have for Breakfast today?
Me?
I had CS Gas and a TicTac! For all of you who don't know what CS Gas
is, it's Tear Gas on Crack! A Good part of your Balanced Diet! Not
only did I get to do PT in the Gas Chamber, but I got to go out TWICE
to do it! Because Major Halliburton didn't go so I had to drive him
there! YAY! =^_^=
So I have the internet now, but my Wireless
Keyboard and mouse suck. And I come HOME on THURSDAY the 19th until
FRIDAY the 27th!!!! Just so EVERYONE KNOWS and I don't have everyone
asking, Mmkay'?
I got to see VNV Nation again in Houston, they
were Amazing! Even better then in Detroit... Originally we were going
to see them in San Antonio, then see Skinny Puppy in Houston... But we
got held up in Traffic and had to see Just Nation in Houston, which was
good enough for me.
I'm sorry I missed some of these Holidays
and Birthdays, and I wish you all good luck! Esspetially Good Luck to
SPC.Hartoon, Joe (G.I. Joe) over in Iraq, because he's Actually doing
work! (That's a message to all you Shammers too! :P ) Oh, since my
last post I've prolly been premoted a few times. I'm a PFC, Private
First Class, now. That just leaves Specialist between me and Seargent
now... lol, Yeah right... Sgt.Ide... Heven forbid.
(BTW I was disappointed in Transformers, but Mr.Brooks was surprisingly good. But not as good as American Psycho...)
--PFC. Ide, Brandon | | |
| So yeah, I just got stationed in Ft.Hood Texas... I don't really know what to think of it yet... There are a lot of... Texans.... <_< Alright but really, I'm in 4ID; I'm still kinda processing until Monday. I just really want to know what there is to Do here (Since I'll be here for a while) What's an ugly short kid to do arouns Texas? Hmm, maybe I'll look for some Electronic Music Club and make fun of Ravers... And I can't find a PIG album here at all!
I started reading "Crime and Punishment" by 'Fyodor Dostoyevsky... It's pretty intense, I hardly have any idea what's going on half the time... Naw, I'm just kidding; it's good. Just o.a little wordy, and apperently EVERYONE in Russia is a Phylosepher now, even the random Homeless Drunk guy has Great Plans on the world... o.O | | |
| So yeah, I'm back in Michigan... It's... Michiganful... I found out my next Duty Station is Ft.Hood Texas, so that means I'm probably going to Iraq. And if I don't, I might as well just sign up to do it, for the money and gaining rank faster(I hope) I mean, come on; what else am I going to do with my time? Listen to a bunch of civillians bitch about self centered problems and whine for no reason? Seriously, I don't get some of these people I've come across... The worrying Father, wondering if/when his son is going to come back from combat in a foriegn land in one piece, THAT'S stress. Wondering if that can of Soda is actually a bomb and how long the timer may be... That's stress! Walking down the street not knowing is some random kid on the street is going to pull out a gun. Not, Waah! I'm Lonely, I only talk to people on the internet all day, or at school, or on the phone... Nobody loves me, except my countless friends... etc... Seriously think people... I've met some guys who've gone through some tuff times the past Six Months.. Most of you Gaylordians, better start feeling greatful for what people you have by your side, and the things you can still do... If not, I dunno. Come back when you have cancer... I need a drink. Other then that not much going on, just trying to play my Christmas leave by ear, see what goes on ya' know? I should go clubbing... hmm | | |
| So, dispite the internet's best efforts in ruining my online expirience I am back! I had to make a new email, amazon account, and myspace... I don't really know why I made the myspace, I don't really have anyone to talk to on there anymore... Anyways my new email is as fallows:
blank_page05@hotmail.com
By the way, just because you think I might like you, don't expect me to add to to messenger. I'm not adding anyone to my account. (Same with Myspace) I'll weight for whoever wants my company add me, as I've said before; I take rejection very badly, and I've gotten my fill to last my lifetime in the past few weeks. Myspace is as fallows:
http://profile.myspace.com/index.cfm?fuseaction=user.viewprofile&friendid=122245726 So yeah, what's new with you guys? Sorry I'm all unhappy sounding, I have been a little displeased these days. If you really Need to know why go ahead and ask Andrea, cos' you know just about as fucking much as I do... So yeah, I got Pink Eye in both eyes the other day from someone in the bay... I can't say it's a pleasant thing... The Army has been a lot of firsts for me. Ya' know, first real fights, first guns, first uniform, first time I got a operation, and first time I really have No Idea what I'm doing anymore... Seriously, I have no idea what's going on... Any suggestions, anyone? I'm all ears! If we need to go somewhere, I have money! That's about all I got, but yeah... My entire military career might be fucked up... Apperently, Officers don't normally get to choose their MOS (Job) and the entire REASON I joined the Army let alone a Combat MOS was so I'd get better pay to help those I needed to Financially, and so I could be a "Mental Health Specialist" So now that that's All gone, I have no idea what's going on.. | | |
| Lets see what's gone on in the ast two months(Basic Training)
I got my wisdom teeth out (and hardly got to eat any soft food)(It bled a lot more then normally apperently)
Lost my consionce/super-ego... ...
Prevented someone from going AWOL
Saved someone from a "blanket party"
Got Drill Seargant Cantu wrestled to the ground by another DS four times (Told other DS's that he was talking shit... All in good fun ^_~ )
Got "Sin Splints" from marching carrying my own body weight on my back
Broke up many fights
Started more fights then I should have
Almost fell through a Rail Road/Cliff thing...
Dislocated my shoulder
Got a black eye
Nearly fell off Multiple Jeeps, Trucks, and Other such vehicles
Reopened my eyescar a few times... SO yeah, I just don't know what I'm doing anymore, like... I stay up lying in my bed until 02:00, wake up at 03:00, and I just can't find any motivation to get p for breakfast chow. I find myself very hungry, but if I try to eat I feel sick... I just don't know what to do with myself these days, I feel very lost; and without any angel on my shoulder; very bitter apperently. Most of that list has been mostly in this last week. And I can't do my usual way of dealing with stress since I can't listen to music because I didn't think I couuld use CD's in Basic Training. But I can, but it's difficult for Andrew to get them to me I guess, (I'll pay him back of course.) So yeah, if anyone wants to hook me up with any Fun CDs That would be MUCH appretiated, I'll pay you back some day, some how. (On the off chance I can get online, I've been able to download a few demos to Skold songs, that's all I've had in the last two months.) PVT Brandon Ide
A Btry, 1st BN 78th FA
6204 NW Rothwell St
Fort Sill, OK 73503 So yeah, I guess my hotmail/myspace is gone? I'm not sure how, I just can't get it to work. I guess I'll just have to look at it more closely when I get home after AIT(Advanced Individual Training). Not that I really used it that much anyways, and I'm not that interesting to look up anyways. Come on, I'm easily forgotten I guess... I thought I was an alright guy; but I guess I shouldn't lie to myself like that. Anywho, yeah.. Basic Combat Training has been quite an experience. It teaches you a lot (go figure) but the hardest part, is dealing with people back home. Seeing who's coming to graduation, seeing if anyone is going to be waiting for you at the airport, seeing if anyone is going to be waiting for you period. It's all more stressfull then you'd think. Then being stuck in a building with the same sixty guys 24/7 is pretty crazy... Most of them suck and smell bad... Social Interaction with ANYONE is a great concept, (I might be getting a new phone, cos' this one sucks, but here's the number, if you feel the need to talk to me, or have any questions about the Army or anything; Gimmie' a ring. If I don't answer, it's either not on, or I'm in Formation...) 1-989-619-4258 Yeah, I'll try to get some pictures up sometime, or add more about the army later. 'Till then, Ciao... | | |
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